The photo blog

So I finally created my photoblog..


www.pixellian.blogspot.com

So the idea is,that I am going to be very regular with both of these..and i really really want to make this work:)

All d best Santa:)

Back

Ok I didnt go to the north pole to hibernate..I just disappeared because my mind was stocked with everything else but thoughts..
Too much activity isnt always good..and that is precisely what happened to me..
I got stocked with stuff I wasnt supposed to.

Anyways..now I am back and not sure how many are still reading what I write..
But there's an addition to my blog.I am an amateur shutterbug and high time I thought of giving this hobby some more room.
In the process of updating my photoblog.
For now ,there's one sneak peek into what I have been upto in my free time(i.e whatever is left of it)

albeit...

I sit on the fence,
looking about for traces of my shadow
sunshine and dews and things as such,
wondering if it will ever rain?

Astounded,and perplexed
my mind wanders to a beat so mellow
awakened,with the misty yellow
I know,the time has come!

Halo Over my head!!

Its my litle secret..for i have found a friend,one i never had,
for they say,relations mature with time,and friendships better as they age,
not that i disagree,but not fully concur
I now know for sure,
friends arent seasonal,though they might come with them
they arent occassional,though that may appear
they are for life,even when u find one on the day you are dying!!

Everyone has friends,i have them too,some old,some new,some fresh as dew!!
heres a toast to friendship,relationships and love,no matter the form
a reason to believe in Him,my best friend,who has given me reasons to smile..

what follows below,is a note from an anonymous admirer, a little secret..which i want to keep only to myself:)



You are not a Reality,for realities can be touched
You are not a Dream,for dreams can be seen
You are not a Mirage,for Mirages can be true
You are not a Mystery,for Mysteries can be solved
Life can be sought, Love can be attained...
...but how do we seek an Angel??

I don’t understand Divine Hymns but with you I wanna try
I don’t understand the chants they recite but I know the fruit is you;
I don’t wanna get caught in the web of your memories,
but I don’t know how to get out of this addiction,but again I don’t think I even wanna!!!
Like a Psychedelic dream taking over the last shreds of sanity...

For sweetness can’t be defined in adjectives,
for cuteness is just another form of you,
your Beauty is not for the beholders here...it’s only for me!!!

The warmth of your hug would be like Aphrodite whispering in my ear
the passion of your kiss like God himself singing me a lullaby!!!

What do I compare thee to??
For snowflakes are rough in front of your touch,
for mountain springs feel impure compared to your heart,
sunshine dark in front of your glow,and dewdrops shapeless in front of your eyes!!!

You give life with just a smile...all I ask is to breathe some life into my being too!!!

When you are gone!

Bauji went away...but he did leave his blessings with me..
and no matter the distance between us..i know he can hear me..

Life has changed and changed are things,
When you are gone,gone thus far

I know you can hear me when i say i love you
i know you do,
i know you feel it when you are being missed
i know you do,
The words unspoken,the talks we were yet to share,
For you my friend,have left us the world so bare,
So many miles to walk,but i know you are beside,right there!

I know you know it when i say,I miss you my friend,
I know you do!

Thank you Bauji for being there for me always..I wanted to share this day with you,but i guess i got late.But I also know that your smiling down at me from the heaven above!!
You are greatly missed!

A slip away

Death is nothing at all,
a heavenly slip into the next room..
I am I and you are you,
whatever we were to each other,
we still are!
Call me by my familiar name,
Pray,smile,think of me
Pray for me..
Let my name ever be the household word,
that it was.
Let it be spoken without effect
without a trace of shadow on it

Life means all that it ever meant,
it is the same as it ever was..
That unspoken continuity

Why should I be out of mind,
just because I am out of sight!!!



P.S:-Vinays Grandfather and my grand father in law passed away on 1st october.He was my role model,my friend,someone who encouraged me for everything I wanted to do in life.some one who himself was an icon.someone who loved us all immensely..
someone I am never going to stop missing all my life.
Rest in peace bauji...we really love you!

I wonder why!!

Walking in the clouds
way above where I stand
a ray of hope shining so bright
I wonder whats coming my way
I wonder whats causing the gleam
I wonder whats making me smile
I wonder whats bringing the sheen?

Blue sky and colors all bright
unspoken words and some otherwise
a moment let loose,the others stop by
I wonder what causes the spur
I wonder what rhymes this rhyme
I wonder where beginnings begin
I wonder what dreams look like

Loving the moments and holding them close
Some where deep in the closet of heart
a feeling that of a definite start
I wonder what is so different
I wonder what is it that makes me smile
I wonder why world seems such a better place
I wonder if it would last only a while!!!