Wednesday, 20 May 2009

w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r!!!!!!!

I m so totally pissed...freaked...irritated...and god knows what all...
I sometimes just dont understand...why the heck am I here...what the hell am I doing...
somehow being Bangalored totally sucks...
sometimes working in this office totally kills...
I am so angry...so livid,so frustrated,so annoyed...

I fail to understand my everyday purpose...my goal,my dream..this is not what I dreamt of doing...this is not what I dreamt of growing up to become..
This is definitely not what I planned for myself..!!!!
But I landed here...and here that I am...I dont know ,why is it always me who has to face it all...to be THE ONE out of all the other deserving people to be here in this spot!!!!
but who cares...
just about no one..
and thats what makes it worse...
God...I hate this!!!!!

14 comments:

Aniket said...

You are not alone. I personally know atleast 7 people who share the same feelings including myself. Every morning I hate myself dragging my feet to the office. For doing work which I don't like.

But cursing doesn't help. I wanted to have my own business set up. So I've started working towards that goal. Its a risk I'll have to take else I'll forever curse myself for not being brave enough to take the leap.

Just follow your heart. No matter how stupid the world thinks of the move. :)

santasizing...Fantasizing said...

@Aniket:-The worst part is ,that every time i have tried to follow my heart,people have brought me down with full force,,
but what the heck...I know i shouldnt let them...
but some how there are times when things get way toooo much to handle!!!!

chirpy-paaro said...

Kya hua richaa.... You should actually take a break and think about what you want to do...dont work since u cant sit at home... Instead give a thought what you want to be..and try to find out options for that...being there and thinking I dont want to be there...wont help!!!

santasizing...Fantasizing said...

@Paro:-I know..I have thought about it...but this office nonsensical politics takes its toll on me...i dont understand why things like this really happen....and to me!!sheesh...when will it stop...NEVER!

The Pink Orchid said...

hugsssssssssss!!

santasizing...Fantasizing said...

Thanks Kaj...means a lot:)

Prakhar said...

All I can say...same pinch :(

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Chronicwriter said...

you have a lovely hubby

you have a lovely married life..

you have a wonderful dog

and a blog

why worry?

and i just have a blog and not the rest :(

chriz

santasizing...Fantasizing said...

@Chriz:-AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw....u put a big grin on my face:)...
It was one heck of a day that got me frustrated...and i know i shouldnt rant so much...
about ur set of problems...
get married..so u get a lovely wife..and a lovely married life..
and for the dog...Well...that shall be my wedding gift to u:P

Chronicwriter said...

hehe.. so if i need to get your dog, i should get married...

i like this business deal..

deal

chriz

santasizing...Fantasizing said...

@Chriz:-Yes,,,the deal is defintely there...so when do we sign the pact...:D

ScarletTd1ar1es said...

you definitely aren't alone...life is like dat...does it 2 evry1 no matter who or wat....even those who do only what they want to....

silentlyexpress said...

hehe m sure many said, me to me too :D