A slip away

Death is nothing at all,
a heavenly slip into the next room..
I am I and you are you,
whatever we were to each other,
we still are!
Call me by my familiar name,
Pray,smile,think of me
Pray for me..
Let my name ever be the household word,
that it was.
Let it be spoken without effect
without a trace of shadow on it

Life means all that it ever meant,
it is the same as it ever was..
That unspoken continuity

Why should I be out of mind,
just because I am out of sight!!!



P.S:-Vinays Grandfather and my grand father in law passed away on 1st october.He was my role model,my friend,someone who encouraged me for everything I wanted to do in life.some one who himself was an icon.someone who loved us all immensely..
someone I am never going to stop missing all my life.
Rest in peace bauji...we really love you!

I wonder why!!

Walking in the clouds
way above where I stand
a ray of hope shining so bright
I wonder whats coming my way
I wonder whats causing the gleam
I wonder whats making me smile
I wonder whats bringing the sheen?

Blue sky and colors all bright
unspoken words and some otherwise
a moment let loose,the others stop by
I wonder what causes the spur
I wonder what rhymes this rhyme
I wonder where beginnings begin
I wonder what dreams look like

Loving the moments and holding them close
Some where deep in the closet of heart
a feeling that of a definite start
I wonder what is so different
I wonder what is it that makes me smile
I wonder why world seems such a better place
I wonder if it would last only a while!!!

Just...

Is it weird to feel..

Detached when you know someone loves you
Estranged when you are very well taken care of
Lonely when the world is around u
Insane when everything is going right
Uncomfortable in your own skin
Loud in the quiet of the night
Restless in the wee hours of morning
Annoyed at nothing yet everything
Tears on your cheeks as you laugh
Miserable for hours..
…

And yet not know the reason?

A day for friends

Dont know what starts it
a smile,a wish
a casual hi or simply nothing..
but no matter what and no matter when
small moments that make a lifetime..
some stay,some move on,
some remain a part of memories
and some become a lifetime of them
a wish to all friends..
who have made this life so beautiful for me..
What would i do without you:)

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

Have I told you lately?

Have I told you lately?

I feel blessed to be with you forever

I feel love and full of life

Smiling to me and twinkle eyed

I feel loved, and I feel alive

For you have touched my life,

Like you have,

For you have given meaning to it,

And brought it back to life



Have I told you lately?

Those little moments that I have of you

Memories that span a life time through.

Seem so little and yet so vast

I could get drenched and yet feel the thirst

For you have touched my heart,

Like you have,

For you have given rhythm to it,

And brought it back to life





Have I told you lately?

Even though you may not speak all the time,

How much your words mean to me

Even though you may not be around,

I feel your presence, right next to me

When I get sad and misty eyed,

You is all I need to perk myself

For you have touched my senses,

Like you have,

For you have given feeling to them,

And brought them back to life



Have I told you lately?

When I fight with you, and make you feel so blue

There is a part of my soul that I have lost too

When I say words so harsh and sound so mean

I am clinching the pain of not having you

When I get rustic and miserable

It’s the miles that have taken a toll on me

For you have touched my pain,

Like you have,

For you have given yearning to it,

And brought it back to life





Have I told you lately?

That its you who I have my heart for

Its you who keeps me going

It’s with you that I dare to dream

And spread my wings

Its for you that I am myself

And its you who is my belief

For you have touched my dreams,

Like you have,

For you have given a horizon to them,

And brought them back to life





Have I told you lately?

That I miss you in all walks of my life

Sad and rusted, mad and beyond

And even when life seems overjoyed

Its you who I want to see first thing in the morning

And its you, I wish to kiss goodnight

For you have touched a part of me,

I never knew I had,

For you have given meaning to me,

And brought me back to life

Sometimes

Where I came from was a fairy tale
Radiated,pure and blissful
Where I go to is not what I know of
Mesmerized,enchanted or plain wishful
Thoughts don’t leave me a moment,
Mind overpowers the heart.
Sometimes I wonder,
Is it what one is born with
or just a part of growing up?

Just...a thought

I have again been attacked by the writer's block and was thinking that I wouldn't be able to write for some time;But such is life,things do happen when u least expect them to.

Had a terrible start to the day where I stuck my foot in the bathroom door and the damn thing still hurts.Somehow got dressed for work to realize that i wasn't fitting into my favorite shirt all of a sudden;Grumpy and grouchy left for work only to be stuck in a hour long traffic jam.
Finally on reaching office,when i was struggling hard to gain my sensibilities,i had a major fight with one of my closest friends.And for the first time in 4 years,we both raised our voices and yelled and shouted at each other.
I feel terrible ever since.I shouldn't have said all the bad things I did...but at the same time I feel that the same holds true for him.
The trouble with friends of opposite sex is that the perspectives of fights change for the two people.While the men show their anger by keeping quiet,we women tend to be more expressive and loud.
So,while my talking too much pissed him off,his keeping quiet did the job for me.
I am so miffed,and irritated yet I don't know how to correct this situation.There are times when u know its not your fault,and u know that u stand correct,but tend to change your judgment for others' happiness..
But this time I don't wish to do it.How many times can we go on losing ourselves and our thoughts to keep others happy?Shouldn't the same thing hold true for others too?
Why can't friends stop being judgmental and take you the way you are?Why do some people expect you to change for them when ideally a true friend should accept you the way u are and still love you?Why do people expect you to be sensitive to their emotions while they don't do the same to you?Why do people dislike it when you decide to stand up to your thoughts against them,when they were the ones who taught you to do so?
So many questions in my mind and none that I have answer to..
I just know that I don't want to lose a good friend to an ego clash;that's the worst death a friendship can suffer.:(